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[Macha]

I've known about Warai and Mitchell since... mid-June, I think, and a little part of my brain says I should have been jealous. But I could never bring myself to feel it. I wasn't angry when he kissed that girl, either. Should I have gotten up in arms?

...I never brought it up with Mitchell, either. I just... didn't want to make a big mess of it, and besides, it wouldn't be worth it if I wasn't upset, right?

And now I hear about their breakup, or at least Warai's side of it. If he loved her, why did he insult her like that?

Does he love me?

...and that being said, I don't want to break up with him, either. His friendship means too much to me, and I don't think we'd be able to have even that if I did. And it'd hurt him, and I can't do that. I saw what happened the last time, and how he reacted, and I just can't DO that to him again!

Is there something wrong with me? That I don't want "justice" for this? That I'm not mad at him? That I still love him?

And now you guys are probably going to take sides, and I just. have no idea what I'm going to do now. I'm sorry, Mitchell, that I had to make this topic.



feel free to ignore if you choose. I don't want to be the source of more flames, and that's why I've put off making this topic until now. ._.

[Count_Bleck]

If you still want to be your friend...

then stay his friend.

[Frozenwinters]

I feel really bad for you... I don't even feel bad for Warai or Tessie, because they hid everything from me, they deserve what ever feelings they get. :(

Anyways... How dare Tessie put you in a situation like this, that's not true love! True love, you stay with one person and you make the damn most of time with that person. What, did he expect things to be all fine and dandy after he play with three people's hearts? That's not fair. How are you suppose to react to that? You don't want to break the things you already have... so now you're in a worse spot. You don't want to lose relationships and the people that were in close relationships with you, suddenly get together and go behind your back. What are you even suppose to think about that?

The situation is so twisted up. I dunno what you're suppose to feel. I know you're not mad at him... but what else do you feel? Sadness, confusion, distrust? I mean, I felt a lot of things when I found out Warai was so cruel as to keep secrets behind my back. I've been friends with her for 2 years, and she thinks she has the right to go against me and hope that everything will turn out perfectly. Which it always does. No, that's not fair to me. We've resolved all that, somehow, but this is all about you now.

And I know it seems like this had very little to do with your blog, but you're post doesn't express much of what needed to be said. :U Cackle.

[MILF with a gun]

[Twytch]

Tessie is a heartless idiot for toying with 3 different people like that. Hell, if he has the nerve to insult her after the shit he's done, she should have just broke up with him in the first place.

And if he's going out with 2 other people besides you, there's no way in hell he's going to love any of you, unless he happens to think Polygamy is awesome . What the *crag* did any of you see in him?

[Almaz]

I believe, Twytch, that she saw Tessie's rare poetic and caring and devoted side, no matter how brief that may have been.

As for the situation at hand...well...do you still want to be with him? Do you still think he's "the one"? Do you think that you could go through with going next to him in a bridal dress one day and say, "I do"?

If you answered "no" to any of these questions, then...that's really not going to fly being with him. Guilt is an evil, evil thing, I know, it killed one of my relationships. Don't let it control and take hold of you.

As corny as it sounds, just look at yourself and see what you want. You're a wonderful person, PQ, and you should get what you want.

[Twytch]

Very brief, it seems.

[Shrowser]

It's funny how Tessie (a moderator) is always the one to start drama.

ack on topic, I agree with Twytch. I don't even know how you think that internet dating is possible. It's just not right.

[Macha]

...and now I feel guilty for making this topic, because it's going to cause an even worse mess and I made Warai feel guilty and agh this is why I should never start drama in the first place. ._.

...well, he and I are going to have a good long talk about this, either way.

._.

[Crappy Shifty Luigi]

[Cherry]

You guys can all say what you want about me, I really don't care, especially with matters like this.

I didn't just walk up to Warai and make out with her or something like that. I was in a situation where if I did nothing, it would have likely been the end of her life. She was suicidal, she thought nobody cared about her, and I did care about her. The only way I thought of that would save her life, was to confess my true feelings about her.

She came back the next day, and I found out she felt the same about me. I can't exactly say "Oh, yeah, sorry, I was confused and already have a girlfriend." after that.

So, take whatever side you want, I really don't care. Just... keep this in mind.

[Macha]

[Cherry]

[Twytch]

[Macha]