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{ Drama } I should just die, shouldn't I?
 
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Alice
MILF with a gun
Burning


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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:29 am   Reply with quote

I mean...
Over all, I haven't done anything to make things better. I've just made it worse.

I made PQ sad, Frozenwinters is being a bitch and hates me, not to mention I'm starting to hate myself more than anything.

I can already guarantee I know what you're all going to say.

"Don't kill yourself, you don't deserve it!"
"A lot of people would miss you and grieve!"

You know what? I don't care.
You're all online friends. You don't know me in real life, and as long as I died and no one told you, you probably wouldn't even notice.

Next of all? OF COURSE I DESERVE IT.

All I do, all the time, is make people feel worse. When others make me feel worse I don't treat them like shit, but, oh?

EVERY TIME I MAKE SOMEONE FEEL BAD, LET'S TAKE FROZENWINTERS FOR EXAMPLE, THEY MAKE ME FEEL LIKE A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT.

I'm sick of it. I'm sorry for keeping you all out of a secret of a relationship I was in, alright? GOD FORBID I CAN'T KEEP A SECRET FROM "CLOSE FRIENDS."

I can't do anything right, can I?
No, the answer is that I can't. Not a thing.

Now, go on ahead, say what I know you're going to say.
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Teru Shouten    
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Frozenwinters



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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:42 am   Reply with quote

I don't hate you...
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The Carmadox Party    
ERECTIN' A DICK
Miku Hatsune
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 11:46 am   Reply with quote

An online friend is still a friend. And if making someone feel bad makes you sad then avoid them, do something you like or something I mean don't live your life in a hell hole. Trust me, and this is what my dad says, there will always be a better day. No matter what. Hell, something good might happen today. But, think about it, if you end your life, there's no coming back. I'm not saying that there isn't a heaven or a hell, but if there isn't, then killing yourself is just worthless. And people like you. And think about this too: your friends in real life. How do you think they'll feel? Sad? Mad? Hell, you ending your life might cause a chain reaction.
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Anime and Image Shop    
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Macha



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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 12:00 pm   Reply with quote

It's not you that's making me sad. It's this whole mess, and I really don't blame you... ._.

...Please don't kill yourself, Warai... Most of us still care about you, and that's not going to change. And if Mitchell and Frozenwinters are going to be pissed at you because of this, then that's their loss.

And believe it or not, we would miss you and we would grieve.

._.
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Buzzy Mart    
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Frozenwinters



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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 12:05 pm   Reply with quote

Warai, I'm not pissed at you. I don't know why I said that, I had no reason to say that. Don't stop being my friend. ;-;
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The Carmadox Party    
Super Cyber Mario
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 3:00 pm   Reply with quote

Ya, sure we don't know each other IRL but that doesn't matter. These people still care about you.
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Cyber Shop    
Alice
MILF with a gun
Burning


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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 6:48 pm   Reply with quote

You know what?
I don't care about you.
Any of you.

Theres no one who cares IRL, and I'm just sick of everything.

I'm a bitch, I know, so you're going to have to deal with that until I get annoyed enough to attempt suicide yet another time.
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Teru Shouten    
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 7:05 pm   Reply with quote

You might want to ignore about what I'm going to say, but I don't give a damn if you're not going to give a damn.

Everyone has their problems. It's all a matter of how to deal with them, and if they are as small as a purely social thing, it's suicide is just cowardly. If you don't care about any of us, then why are you plotting to kill yourself over how much good you do to the place where we gather -- which would be killing yourself over us?
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Nimexa, The Gentle Breeze
Dark Prognosticus
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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 7:05 pm   Reply with quote

...D= Damn this all....
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Dark Prognosticus` Deed Shop    
Larry Koopa
Sam



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PostPosted: Mon Jun 23, 2008 7:36 pm   Reply with quote

Good luck on your 13th try. [/asshat]

Just take a break. If it's IRL problems your talking about, then don't come here and posting a topic about it. Why? Because WE CAN'T DO ANYTHING. Like you said, we are your online friends. But if this is about you on the internet (which its clearly not) You have contributed to this site fair enough. More then other people have.
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Koop    
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Chaos-Stev-0



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PostPosted: Wed Jul 02, 2008 1:20 pm   Reply with quote

You are a nice person. You gave me 10 coins on a free request. Sure, were your ONLINE friends, but we are still your friends. We like you for the things you said and done.
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Shop of Stev-0    
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