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[Small Sammer Guy]

Tomorrow I'm going to Six Flags with a bunch of my friends. We're going to liek, ride every single ride they have there.
Of course, I was invited to come, and I only wanted to come so I can forget about...my current problem. for tomorrow at least.
You see, I have a job to tutor little kids right? I did the same thing last summer and I liked it. One reason why I liked it is because there was a girl last year who also tutored/helped me with worked. We were like..a little partner right? We became good friends during last year. Now I'm tutoring againt this summer and I met her again. She rememered me. Thats good. Now the problem is, I like her. But at the same time, I want us to stay as friends, like last year. Last year we did so many fun stuff while tutoring together. I enjoyed it because last year I wasn't interested in her romantcially. Now I am, which is troubling me. Now everytime I talk to her, I feel...weird. I feel like I really want us to be together, but I also want to stay friends so I won't risk breaking up and not being friends anymore. Break up happens ALL THE TIME in teen life, so its obvious that we'll break up soon after dating. But if we stay friends, I'll feel...who knows?
I don't know what to do. I want to try to not be interested in her romantically, and hopefully tomorrow at Six Flags, I can forget about this and forget that I posted this here. I really dont know why I'm posting this here. I just had to say this, I had to say this out loud. I already said it out loud IRL to my IRL friends. Well hopefully, I'll like her as a friend only soon.
Noone here would care about me or my IRL problems anyway, but I had to say this to you guys. I wanted to release how I currently feel now. It...kinda makes me feel better.
But anyways, I'm saying this to also tell you the reason why I'll be gone from digi for a long while. I want to...get away from the internet, and focus on real life for now. I want to...get rid of this love problem as soon as possible. I'll only get hurt even more if I do nothing.

haha copypasta.

edit: its obvious noone gives a damn about my life, but everyone cares so much for others life like plastic or msdevin. ah well, I'm feeling a little better now after posting this.
Hopefully on Monday we'll start to talk more and be more friendly, rather then feeling awkward towards each other.

[Lord Bowser]

...Geez, dude. Get a girlfriend or something. You think we care about your miserable life and how pointless your existance is?

Dude... It's puberty, deal with it.