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Plastic Mario: Revealed
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Djacwmwfin
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PostPosted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 2:14 pm   Reply with quote
Plastic Mario wrote:
*first post*

Sounds alot like me. Except for suicide and "world is better w/o me" notions.
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lightening
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PostPosted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 3:21 pm   Reply with quote
Plastic Mario wrote:
...Yeah. Everything I've been kinda hiding from Digibutter is eating away at me for some reason. I don't know why, it just is. There's no harm in nobody else knowing this stuff. It's just making me feel guilty or something for hiding stuff. I have no idea why.

Still, I'm just gonna post all the stuff that I've either been hiding or keeping subtle.

#1. I'm pretty much soulless. I haven't genuinely laughed in months. The most I can do is smile, but I can never force out a real laugh. If I see other people posting the fact that they actually burst out into laughter from something, I look at it and my face doesn't change one bit. Sure, things can still be fun, but I have to force myself to express it. I didn't even cry, or even feel sad when my grandpa died. And I feel horrible about it now.

#2. Ever since I can remember, I've been 1 year older than I really am on the internet. I think it started a looong time ago with Neopets, when I was only one year under what was required to get all the decent content. After that, I've always been one year older than I really am. So, I'm really 14. Sorry I lied to all of you, Francis included. Even when he PMed me, asking me my age when he asked me if I wanted to be a mod.

#3. I've actually questioned my own sexuality in the past. Yes, I'm straight. ([m]-ish part spoiler'd) And I enjoy futanari. You know, hentaiz involving girls with pen0rz. As long as there's no naked men.

#4. I've been suicidal in the past, although it didn't last too long. Thankfully, the most I tried to do to myself during that time was break a few bones, which failed. And I actually get the thought of "Maybe the world would be better without me" once in a while now.

#5. I actually AVOID social interaction, most of the time. I don't know why, but I feel like anybody other than my friends absolutely despise me. It's either paranoia or the fact that the people at my school are so damn prejudiced that I'd get beaten for even mentioning some of the crap I'm interested in.

#6. I actually put on a prejudice-free shell, but inside, I'm the cruelest, most agressive, racist, homophobic, judgemental bastard you'd ever meet. I've dug up pictures of myself from when I was 5 or 6 or so, and said to myself "This guy's hideous. He must be a retard or something." Then I realized it was myself. I really try to be prejudice free, but that damn voice in my head always works the other way.

#7. I take EVERYTHING for granted. I do virtually nothing in my house to help out and I complain (In my head) about it. I'm a freakin' leech. =/

...And I really can't think of anything else right now, even though there's so much more swirling around my head. I don't know what sparked the "inspiration" to post this. It just happened.

So... Yeah. >.>



not trying to sya your wrong but to me you seem like you have VERY strong emotions, just negative ones, im not trying to be a phycologist. but i really think that your just stretching things :/ but i dont know you or ever have been in that situation.
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PostPosted: Sun Mar 09, 2008 4:59 pm   Reply with quote
...Am I the only dude here with friends IRL?

Anyways, We're alike in most of these things except for 1, 2 and half of 3(I enjoy futanari sometimes).
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PostPosted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 12:05 am   Reply with quote
Wow, its just like you crept in my head and took my brain. My grandpa also died not long ago and I didn't even shred a tear while my family were crying after hearing the news. Nice post.
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PostPosted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 2:26 pm   Reply with quote
#1, 5 and 7 are like me, but 5 only because I hate the stupid ignorant idiots at my school.
Well, good for you for confessing. *claps*
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PostPosted: Mon Mar 10, 2008 3:05 pm   Reply with quote
Most of those I can agree with, in particular the Grandpa dying... At the time I just sort of... took it in my stride and felt guilty about that later, but was never sad Confused
Although I say this in almost every thread, most, if not all of those points, seem to be quite natural on this site >_>
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