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[Twytch]

Like the title says, *crag* the system. I can't keep this shit bottled up anymore. I'm probably not even going to reply or look at this topic after it is posted anyway.

Mister I, you're a completely sexist idiot who takes Drama to the extreme and it seems like every *crag* thing you say comes out of an amateur script writer. Quit being a *crag* drama queen and giving a monologue every post you make and even trying to say you'll kill yourself along with another member, which you will never do. The fact that you have as much backbone as a jellyfish and agree to everything that somebody says has lost all respect I had for you, when you were a member I used to see as on a completely different plane of mental capacity and maturity than myself. This isn't a Soap Opera, stop acting like you're giving your dying speech.

Devin, I swear to god this needs to stop. You keep saying you want to kill yourself, and it hurts seeing you say these things over and over. I'm not trying to make you feel worse, but we don't need an update every time you hold your blinds cord around your neck. Start talking about this shit to the people around you, like your mom. She'll be a hell of a lot more help than the assholes here, myself included. For the record, killing yourself solves absolutely nothing. It hurts the people around you, having no benefits at all.

[bobzearth42]

I don't care what anyone says, I agree.

Well, I can't say much for Mr. I, but Devin. Look. It's starting to get pretty old. Every time you try to kill yourself, you come back here and complain. Every time somebody takes something back, or you accidentally skip over a post, you beat yourself up. You need to try to stop beating yourself, and try ways to get over the small things. You act as though the world is out to get you, but that's simply because you let the littlest things get to you, and you go all emo.

Again, not trying to make you any more emo than you are, but you seriously have to try to get over the little things in life and move on. Stop trying to kill yourself over every little thing.

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[Frozenwinters]

I understand why you're mad at Mister I. He has no right to go around acting the way he did, but that's the past...

As bad, mean and cruel as it is to say, I like reading MsDevin's blogs. They always make me sad at the start because they talk about how she tried to kill herself, but it makes me happy to know that she's done the right thing every time and stopped herself. :D

[Twytch]

I'm always hoping that she won't post saying she ended up in the hospital... It really hurts when she says she's trying to do these things to her, because I don't want to lose her as a friend permanently because of these actions...

[Almaz]

Alright, so I am a drama queen. I'm completely spineless. You're right. You're right about so much...I was being a complete ass...I was trying to help Devin through screwball methods that make no sense to me now. I failed, and am sorry.

And yes, actually, I would commit suicide over a member. Totally serious on that. I just...I've just been alone for so long...I want to be there for everyone...but go about it in the totally wrong way. Guess I've just failed again, sorry about that. ^^

And, though I've said I'm sexist, I'm not really that inclined toward females. Guess I'm just a pervert or whatever. I don't know, I honestly don't know myself anymore.

Look, my mind has been really screwed up. What you saw months ago and what you're seeing now come from the same level, but this mind has a lot more contributing factors to its decision-making than a few months ago. I've retreated into my safe zone so often. I'm sorry, I wanted to help, but I always end up failing.

Maybe you, Twytch, could help me back off my feet?

[lovegod703]

I agree about Devin, not Mister I

[Shrowser]

I'm just afraid that Devin will go so overboard, people will start to not care, causing her to actually kill herself, instead of talking to someone who can actually do something, unlike us.