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[MsDevin92]

BABY COME BACK, YOU CAN BLAME IT ALL ON ME. /notseriouspartofthisblogentry

So...basically, my luck has sucked lately. Horrifically sucked.
First, my mom loses her job due to a school budget cut. Then she gets pneumonia, and then diabetes, both of which she's still recovering from. Then my boyfriend was in a car crash (I hear he only sustained minor injuries, although I haven't spoken to him yet), and my neighbor had a bad accident (I haven't seen him come back from the hospital, though, so I'm getting worried).
The library, where I take my homeschool classes, is quickly becoming the favorite new hangout of my less-than-nice peer groups (so far we've got smoking in the front lobby, chewing gum and sunflower-seed mashups in the drinking fountains, screaming in the hallways and crowds in the bathrooms...), and I've got to start attending a new Saturday school program tomorrow.
Knowing my luck, the nice kids from the summer portion of that program won't be there, but the bully kids will have stayed, probably because the latter group needs to make up grades or whatever...
And in more minor news, my youngest brother decided to play around with our wifi module while I was on GW, and the resulting lag made me sell/destroy 3 of my favorite rare items. I can't beat any more missions, and with every team I've joined, we've died or I've been kicked out.

The worst part is that everyone else seems to be having really GOOD luck. My brother got a job he wanted and doesn't have to take extra classes, and in addition is attending the BEST DAMN TECH SCHOOL in our area, where he gets to do everything from circuit-building to baking during his introductory semester. My friends are either all on sports teams, in classes with great teachers, dating new people, getting HUGE gifts, etc. etc.

I know I shouldn't be whining about stupid small things like GW or making a big deal out of this at all (I've already gotten the 'other people have it worse' talk/'you're *crag* ungrateful' talk and lost most of my friends, okay), but I can't help feeling like everything I believed about karma is wrong now. I worked hard in school, I was nice to people, I never got in a fight, and I never had any horribly malicious intentions, so now I'm starting to believe this is some kind of punishment for all my mistakes...

Time to go be emo, lol.

/blogtopic

[Twytch]

Nothing is permanent, Devin. Before you know it, GW will become awsum again and you'll more than make up for the things your asshole brother accidentally made you delete. I'm nearly always online in it, and I can help you out with my Warrior anytime if you want me to.

It's not a punishment towards you... Things will get better, Devin. And I'm always just a PM away when you need to talk about what's going on.

[Chocolate Kirby]

Karma is when you do something good, something good happens to you. And when you do bad, bad things happen to you. And from what you described, I don't think it's karma. Unless you did something else....

I'm sure it'll pass. My bad times have passed.

[MsDevin92]

My god, tonight only made it worse.

Tomorrow's gonna be hell.