BONK!
Pfargtl
Joined: 31 May 2007
Posts: 1679
HP: 100 MP: 8 Lives: 0
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 Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 7:25 pm
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| Crazy Cody wrote: | Well, a shitty day has gone from bad to worse. I got slugged by a black kid who was bigger and stronger than I am. My right arm is disjointed, badly bruised and possibly broken. The result? The black kid and I get suspended from school.
As I got home, I was walking into Hell. Mom has taken away the privilege of playing my video games and getting on the computer for... God knows how long. I'm only on at this moment because mom gave me one last hour to be on.
Do not expect me to be on in a loooooong time.... or ever.
My own mother... she screamed the following words in my face...
"FAILURE! LOSER! WEAKLING! STUPID! WORTHLESS!"
And coming from my mom, it's happens true. Now, I feel like my life means nothing to me. I have done no good in my life except be a pathetic, lifeless, dipshit bastard.
I have attempted suicide four hours ago. I wrapped my belt around my neck and cut off the pressure to my head. For five minutes straight. I passed out from the pressure. I just woke up.
I have literally snapped. I can't control myself. I am what I am... Nothing but a worthless pile of garbage.
My family, the kids and teachers at school... They don't give a shit about me anymore. I'm pathetic. I deserve to die.
"Suicide is not the answer." BULLSHIT! I DESERVE IT!
The only thing that ever cheered me up was Digibutter. Now, it's going to be far away from my reach. The Cody you knew and loved is dead inside. His soul is gone. His heart has turned black. He is no more.
Goodbye.... |
Reposted from GD. Well, there goes another good user... 
Digibutter has officially entered a state of emergency; CODE BLACK! And it's all thanks to depression, as well. |
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