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Poison Super Postman Jailed Vampire
Joined: 18 Apr 2007 Posts: 6363
HP: 100 MP: 10 Lives: 11
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Posted: Fri Jun 06, 2008 11:08 pm
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I feel really lonely right now... Guess Brak Obama mentioning something bout dating ( suggesting I try it) must of set off something I'd been keeping in the back of my mind, Mainly the loneliness I've been not having.
hah... yeah I know I thought Id hold off on dating... but The longing is back........and damn I feel so empty.... on top of my regular "trapped" feeling .( comes with the territory of being transexual) and at this moment having no real outlet for my Transgressions (lol trans).
In all honesty I don't like "looking" for someone, because most of the time when you go "looking" you find two bit low life's who want a quick *crag* ( or cyber depending on the medium) Ignoring my Questionable datablility. for a second. I really dont love the hassle of it all.... and yet...
I miss the intimacy's of a relationship... I miss hearing "I love you" and I miss saying it back (in the romantic sense). I miss just having someone there for me. I miss the touch......
oh well... I guess its just stupid for me to complain about it... I'm going to just go back to pretending I'm better than Love because I know at this point I can't have it. Maybe its my fault, Well yes actually its my fault entirely, but sometimes you have to be stubborn to get things done. |
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THE BIRTHDAY GIRL King Harkinian Burning
Joined: 03 Feb 2008 Posts: 5620
HP: 88 MP: 10 Lives: 0
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 9:41 am
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Ooh, tough luck. Me and PokemonEinstein are finally dating! |
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Mister I Almaz
Joined: 22 Apr 2007 Posts: 19527
HP: 43 MP: 10 Lives: 0
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 10:37 am
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Ah, romance...such a delicate subject. As sweet as a rose blossoming, dew dripping from its petals as they glimmer in the sunshine, as hard to find as the Holy Grail, but just as amazing as both combined.
Be my life without it, being whisked away in whirlwinds of petals, each representing a beautiful memory, I would be a completely different person. However, I've gone hunting for it, I've got waiting for it, and I've found it a few times. And the only way that you're going to truly feel romance is to patiently wait for it.
Yes, being without it is like being without a precious blanket to cover you from the cold of a blizzard of opinions and hatred, unable to lose yourself in its warmth. That is why it is so precious.
In short, it will come, O'Chunks, and you'll be ready. I know what a fine young woman you are. Just be patient, and it will come.
'K? ^^ |
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Poison Super Postman Jailed Vampire
Joined: 18 Apr 2007 Posts: 6363
HP: 100 MP: 10 Lives: 11
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Posted: Sat Jun 07, 2008 2:00 pm
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King Harkinian wrote: | Ooh, tough luck. Me and PokemonEinstein are finally dating! |
Oh wow really, Thats awesome =>
@ Mister I: Eh I know it will come its just I got really REALLY down about it, and I think I need to start looking again. |
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