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[MsDevin92]

I wonder if I should show her the picture I drew.
For once, I wish I had someone who would hold me when I cry, but wouldn't be pulled by pain to cry with me.
I try to sustain myself for the sake of others. But isn't that just more pressure to make me break?
I want to be a writer so bad. But I don't see myself living to it.
I wonder why my mind grows downwards, and not towards the sun...
An open mind only gives more space to be sucked into the downward spiral.
It's like background music. I don't want it, but I can't get it out of my head, and when I least expect it, I'm acting out the beat.
I shudder at the sight of blood, but don't blink at the strain of the cord around my throat. Does my inability to cut right into the skin make me hesitant, or a failure?
I'm the judge in the court of my mind, but the jury has been planted against my defendant life by the outside.
They don't need to know me to hate me. It's a proven fact.
The people I love say there's nothing wrong with me, but if the problem is the people who don't love me, isn't it their opinion that matters?
The tears are slower to come now. I wonder if it's because I'm used to it, or that I'm running closer to the end.
It feels good, the pain. Now I'm not excluded from causing it.

[Count_Bleck]

Uhhh...
If you like to hurt your self...
I guess you can... D:
But people who hate you are just idiots.
...
But please, please don't kill your self.

[Frozenwinters]

You drew a picture? Lemme see.

Also, it's completely your choice if you kill yourself, you'll just be known as a quitter, not a winner. Yes it's harder than hell to achieve the winner's place, but just think of what it might accomplish. What if the winner's place was a nice good, well paying, having a nice house, nice husband that loves you? If you kill yourself, you'll never know what could have been there.

[Flar3 Luigi]

A picture? Lemme see...
Anyways, dev, don't kill yourself PLEASE!

[Zelnor]

Devin...


Oh, stupid internet stands here. I wish I could help you... I know how that feels, although the suicide was only inside my head, I never tried because I think I don't just live for myself but also for my friends and family...

Please, don't take your originality, your care, creativity and love out of the gene pool. Don't throw away the greatest opportunity ever, the chance of a lifetime, of having a lifetime.

My empathy is with you. My best wishes and prayers, too.

[Strong Bad]

[Zelnor]

Let me put it into Digibutter terms...

"You have a heart so pure not even deepest Twilight cannot shroud its radiance. And your strong spirit had you move on even through deepest darkness. Don't let your heart wane or your spirit stumble, or you will become one with the Twilight, like so many others who had less faith."

((The fact that you named this topic after an episode of Sailor Nothing does no less to creep me out. Devin...))