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Kamek Koopa Aran Ryan Vampire
Joined: 16 May 2007 Posts: 17259
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:49 pm
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Well, a shitty day has gone from bad to worse. I got slugged by a black kid who was bigger and stronger than I am. My right arm is disjointed, badly bruised and possibly broken. The result? The black kid and I get suspended from school.
As I got home, I was walking into Hell. Mom has taken away the privilege of playing my video games and getting on the computer for... God knows how long. I'm only on at this moment because mom gave me one last hour to be on.
Do not expect me to be on in a loooooong time.... or ever.
My own mother... she screamed the following words in my face...
"FAILURE! LOSER! WEAKLING! STUPID! WORTHLESS!"
And coming from my mom, it's happens true. Now, I feel like my life means nothing to me. I have done no good in my life except be a pathetic, lifeless, dipshit bastard.
I have attempted suicide four hours ago. I wrapped my belt around my neck and cut off the pressure to my head. For five minutes straight. I passed out from the pressure. I just woke up.
I have literally snapped. I can't control myself. I am what I am... Nothing but a worthless pile of garbage.
My family, the kids and teachers at school... They don't give a shit about me anymore. I'm pathetic. I deserve to die.
"Suicide is not the answer." BULLSHIT! I DESERVE IT!
The only thing that ever cheered me up was Digibutter. Now, it's going to be far away from my reach. The Cody you knew and loved is dead inside. His soul is gone. His heart has turned black. He is no more.
Goodbye....
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BONK! Pfargtl
Joined: 31 May 2007 Posts: 1679
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:50 pm
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Good-bye forever, Cody.
ATTN: MOD --------------------- Move this to Introductions. |
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Oh fuck. Flar3 Luigi Vampire
Joined: 18 Oct 2007 Posts: 18735
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:50 pm
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It's true! Suicide is NOT the answer. Please don't do it. |
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~A color is just a color~ Frozenwinters
Joined: 30 Aug 2007 Posts: 25292
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:51 pm
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You're mom is yelling at you for getting beat up? That's one of the most stupid things I've ever heard.
This sucks. |
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darkzero Rusty Shackleford Vampire
Joined: 12 Jun 2007 Posts: 16661
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:51 pm
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That's a shame...I feel for ya. |
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Oh fuck. Flar3 Luigi Vampire
Joined: 18 Oct 2007 Posts: 18735
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:52 pm
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Explain to your mom that he caused it. |
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bobz bobzearth42
Joined: 26 Mar 2008 Posts: 11543
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:52 pm
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*blinks*
Wow. You were unlucky enough to end up with a bunch of asses around you, so your not going to take it and your going to die.
Way to go... you are a wonderful problem solver. >_> |
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YagamiMirror Vampire
Joined: 16 Sep 2007 Posts: 7416
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:52 pm
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Oh my god..don't do suicide, Cody.
Also, that's really stupid that your own mom is yelling at you for NOT winning a fight. Well..see ya'. This sucks. |
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Luigi Mario Speed Luigi Jailed
Joined: 20 Feb 2008 Posts: 1217
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:53 pm
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You have it worse. My uncle just calls me a bitch and a f**king idiot, and abuses me when I do wrong. But yours is worst. |
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Oh fuck. Flar3 Luigi Vampire
Joined: 18 Oct 2007 Posts: 18735
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:54 pm
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bobzearth42 wrote: | *blinks*
Wow. You were unlucky enough to end up with a bunch of asses around you, so your not going to take it and your going to die.
Way to go... you are a wonderful problem solver. >_> |
I hope you die. >_> |
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jacking off Small Sammer Guy
Joined: 13 May 2007 Posts: 12146
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:54 pm
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I don't like your mom at all... Well, hope to see you again one day Cody. |
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oar Super Maiq the Liar
Joined: 23 May 2007 Posts: 17919
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:54 pm
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Don't be a fool, Cody. Try to look at the bright side of things.
You honestly have much better going for you than many people do. M'aiq has felt totally worthless for over 5 years now, and it's always been true. |
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MsDevin92
Joined: 23 Oct 2007 Posts: 47446
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:55 pm
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bobzearth42 wrote: | *blinks*
Wow. You were unlucky enough to end up with a bunch of asses around you, so your not going to take it and your going to die.
Way to go... you are a wonderful problem solver. >_> |
Bob, no offense, but as a person who has contemplated and attempted suicide before, that really doesn't help... |
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Flavio Twitch Boobs Super Hario
Joined: 18 Apr 2007 Posts: 14778
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:55 pm
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bobzearth42 wrote: | *blinks*
Wow. You were unlucky enough to end up with a bunch of asses around you, so your not going to take it and your going to die.
Way to go... you are a wonderful problem solver. >_> |
Shut the hell up. You have no idea what Cody has been through in his life, and neither do I, though I know more about him than you do, most likely. |
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I TROL U Mantis15
Joined: 30 Apr 2007 Posts: 7743
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Posted: Mon May 05, 2008 6:56 pm
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Serious: Don't commit suicide. You'll regret it. Even though it may seem to be the answer, it isn't. Tell a school counsler or some other adult to talk about your problems.
Not-Serious: CALL CHILD PROTECTION SERVICE. |
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