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[The Chaos Heart]

That's not true.

Though I regret to say it, I have. It was the most woderful sensation I've ever felt. I wanted to be with them always. To please them. That person was all that mattered to me.

But all my life, I've seen what love has done to people. And I've learned that people are only worth the limits of their abilities. Second is just the first to lose.

So one day, I came out and told them that I liked them, but that we couldn't even be friends anymore. They had to much power over my life. Now that I think back to it, it makes me feel sick. I promised it would be liked I never existed. I then moved later on my own will. We've never been in contact since, though I do keep a watchful eye over them.

What made it even more hard was that just 2 weeks earlier, they had said they loved me. That made it really difficult.

But now I feel as if this gigantic weight has been lifted off my chest, and I am free from that curse once more. Trust me, it is better to never haved loved, then to have loved and lost.

[Ligador]

And so, you gave up big time happiness so you wouldn't be controlled in a way that doesn't matter anyway.

A wasted chance, much?

Really, there's not much one can get acting all the way with serious, uncommon logics and consicenses. In the end, people superior to us in money and power can screw up no matter how much we see through, so, there's not much that can be done.

And I make my points having been in love three times. Twice mutually. I can tell that, even when some moments of sorrow came along, all the happiness was worth it.

And thankfully, with all of that, I'm not saying love is pointless just to look smart like most (Yet probably not all) of you are.

... Rerail tiem?
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[The Chaos Heart]

Just about.

I did it so I wouldn't be hurt. Everything I've ever learned has taught me that I am only as good as my abilities. I cannot have any weaknesses.

Besides, I actually feel better because I'm NOT in that relathionship.



Rerail:

Petey, If you really like her, then take the advice I gave you in my first post.

[Super ShadowArticuno]

I've felt love. I realize that love leads to hate. Opposites attract. If she's going out with someone else, don't bother. It's selfish to want someone when they're perfectly happy with someone else. Get over it and move on, that's what I'm going to do.

[Ligador]

[The Chaos Heart]