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[MILF with a gun]

My only question at this point is why did you start a flamewar over what I chose to do myself?

Now, before you say anything, just listen to this. "Suicide isn't chosen. It just occurs when the amount of pain exceeds the amount a person can cope with."

I really don't care if you think I'm lying or if I'm not, there's no need to argue about it like immature children. None of you even know me in real life, so none of you really have a right to argue about anything. Of course you have a right to believe such, seeing it's your option.

Now, so nothing else happens, you heard it from someone already, I'm going to be FINE. Do you get it? FINE. Stop causing e-drama over what my condition is. Second, call me stupid, or think I had a reason, do I look like I care? I don't tell you people everything, so don't even think about telling me what I did was stupid, and I had no reason to. It's my body, after all, and if I want to do something, I will.

Next, what the hell. "Actually, I believe this is the seventy-fifth time she's tried to kill herself." That is the biggest *cragging* lie I've ever heard. Then again, I can't really blame anyone thinking I was lying after someone told you that. It's a lie my sister told my Aunt, most likely.

Lastly, hate me, call me a liar, or decide I did nothing wrong, it's your choice. But if you're going to leave a downright stupid reply saying anything near "Oh, well, I don't care what you say. You're lying, and I know this because I know everything about your life," I am going to view you as an immature child until you prove me wrong, got it? Before starting an argument, just for a minute if you can, don't be an immature child, and try to get over it. If your life was the same as mine, and you had the slightest idea what the hell happened yesterday, you'd know why the hell I even attempted suicide in the first place. At the moment, I didn't want relief, joy, or pain. Seeing those all are feelings, and you have to be alive to feel them. I just wanted it all to end, because of what happened.

So, in short, I'm back, if any of you care. I don't want you to accept me back if you don't want to, but, I'd really prefer it if you stopped arguing about things none of you even know about. Do you understand?

Thank you, and I'm sorry for even having my Aunt tell you this in the first place.
It probably would have been better if I didn't tell her to inform ANYONE at all.
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[LudwigVonKoopa]

Welcome back, sorry everyone is being idiots, ECT, ECT.

[Super Tsuki]

It's good to see that you're back. I hope you're feeling okay, and that you will feel better in the future.
And I'm responsible for most of the flame wars. I didn't want them to happen, but they did.

[Barry the Pixl]

Well...I believe you. I'm glad you're ok.

[Tails Doll]

I believed everything your aunt said. Even the 75 attempts thing.

[MILF with a gun]

[Count_Bleck]

[Small Sammer Guy]

All I have to say is...THANK YOU FOR THIS. ITS SOMETHING THAT I WANTED TO SAY TO EVERYONE HERE.
But yeah, good to know your alright.

[MILF with a gun]

[rawrskey]

Though my opinion of you is unchanged, I'm not a fan of ending one's own life. Again, you haven't lost any of my respect.

I'd like to ask what the actual reasons are for your attempts, but I also don't want you to feel as though I NEED to know. I'm not going to pry answers out of you.

I promise you though, taking your life is something that will cause many members to grieve. Even those who you believe to "hate" you. If you were seriously willing to die, not caring for anyone else's feelings, though... then I suppose that doesn't matter.

[Frozenwinters]

My opinion on you hasn't changed. I wasn't really there, so I can exactly say anything. But I guess all the e-drama is what caused you to get mad at me. ;-;

[Mantis15]

Yay! Welcome back. :3

I'm glad you're fine right now.

[Paper Peach]

Holy crap

My opinion of you has not changed, but I've never been a supporter of suicide. Many of the members here would grieve for a long while after your death, and just an attempt would scare the crap out of us. I'm glad to see your okay.

It's true that none of us know your real problems, and we can't stop you from picking up the knife, but you should still know that you mean alot to a great many people, even if you don't know it.

[Sam]

Personally, I didn't know what to believe. But it doesn't matter now, and whatever happened if anything did happen, I'm glad your alright. =D But just don't try doing it again..

[Paper_Waluigi]

This still smells fishy, but I guess I'll give you the benefit of the doubt here. I don't really have any reason not to believe you, and if you ARE just attention-whoring, you're doing a hell of a good job.