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oar
Super Maiq the Liar
Joined: 23 May 2007
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 Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 3:24 pm
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...I'm nothing more than a dreamer...
Everything I want to accomplish in life will always be out of reach, no matter what I do. I guess you could say I have problems because of it, but...I find myself daydreaming about my future, a certain person, and so many other things alot...
I think of the future that I could have, sometimes going for hours on end in my subconsious mind while I'm doing something else. I have all of these ideas and desires to do so many things which I know I may never get to do. To do these things...and provide a good life for somebody, with somebody. Even though I know nothing will ever happen the way I dream it would...I wish I could just accomplish one specific task in life.
Even when I try to go to sleep, a vivid image screams in my mind about my major successes, finally achieveing one of those pinnacles of success, all for her. When I finally begin to think, I realize that it's all a dream, and that's all it'll likely ever be, even the dreams involving someone. Even when I try to stop thinking about it, no matter how bright or hopeless it is, I just can't stop the dreams, day or night.
I'm sorry for bringing a bit of drama up, after I said that I'm against most of it...you shouldn't hear any more of this from me in the future. |
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CFH
Ligador
Joined: 20 Jan 2008
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| Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 4:21 pm
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Hm... I've been at something like that before.
But then, I changed schools, and somehow, it turned my whole shitty life upside-down. I'm even winning a fanfiction tournament right now, and I never won anything truly big and worthy in my life. And there's more victories I have achieved.
Maybe someday, your life will flip, too. Maybe it's just random, maybe you only have to change something and everything else will. |
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oar
Super Maiq the Liar
Joined: 23 May 2007
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| Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 4:40 pm
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| CFH wrote: | Hm... I've been at something like that before.
But then, I changed schools, and somehow, it turned my whole shitty life upside-down. I'm even winning a fanfiction tournament right now, and I never won anything truly big and worthy in my life. And there's more victories I have achieved.
Maybe someday, your life will flip, too. Maybe it's just random, maybe you only have to change something and everything else will. |
Believe it or not, moving would help the problem alot, provided it's not to some certain areas. There's a good 2-3 states I would rather be in.
But there's still the problem, these vivid daydreams will probably only stop when one of these dreams is realized, which is easily about two years away. And by then, the dream will probably have been shattered to peices in a very hurtful way. |
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bloodthirstypedomonster
Barry the Pixl
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Joined: 23 Jun 2007
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| Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 5:13 pm
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Yeah, I know what you're going through. Because I'm going through the same thing. Except for the dreams, but I'm always thinking about it... |
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oar
Super Maiq the Liar
Joined: 23 May 2007
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| Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 8:52 pm
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| Barry the Pixl wrote: | | Yeah, I know what you're going through. Because I'm going through the same thing. Except for the dreams, but I'm always thinking about it... |
It's not just that, because it's almost always related to the girl I love, and I just can't shake the feeling that I'll just end up brokenhearted for another 5+ years.  |
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Dimensionaly twisted.
digidimetio
Joined: 28 Nov 2007
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| Posted: Sat Jun 21, 2008 10:53 pm
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From the mom of a kid who showed this to me...............
EVERYONE has felt this way in their lives. This is what being a teenager is all about. (If you are NOT a teenageer you should not be on here)
You will be fine - you will find many who love you - you will have broken hearts and you will have unimaginable joy!
This is life - get used to it. It doesn't always feel so bad. |
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Dimensionaly twisted.
digidimetio
Joined: 28 Nov 2007
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HP: 10 MP: 9 Lives: 0
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| Posted: Sun Jun 22, 2008 12:48 am
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And now ileave the site! And never show my face in public again!  |
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