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Master of Puppets...
The Chaos Heart
Joined: 17 Jul 2007
Posts: 4568
HP: 100 MP: 6 Lives: 22
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I'm done. I can't take this anymore. All is lost. I cannot go on, attmepting to live in a world of illusions. Try as I might, its all for naught. It cannot last. This pain...it only worsens as the time passes. I fear if I do not act soon, I will go insane. Perhaps I am already, and this is my punishment? I don't know. Nothing makes sense to me anymore. No. That's not true. One thing does. That is that I am alone. No matter how hard I try, I can no longer fool myself. I could never be loved by anyone. I should have known. Why did I enter this illusion in the first place? I knew it would only bring me pain. Now look at me...barely hagning on...clinging to only the illusion, blocking out reason and the truth. I once said I would always choose truth over false joy...what a hypocrite I am. Those I thought cared for me...the ones I tried to care for...what was the point. It all seems so...meaningless now.
I've been beaten, stolen from, betrayed, shunned, and tortured all my life. I never knew the touch of joy until now. But even that was a lie. I was able to severe the bonds once, but this tie...I foolishly let them grow too deep. If I cut this one...I would not be able to live on.
But even now...conflict exists within myself. I cannot go on with this inside of me either. There is no escape. I have been completely shut of by all means...no hope...
I am alone.
But now, the game ends. It ends with me.
Sometime soon...possibly before I even graduate...I will die.
Shot lived like the summer cicada...
So is my fate.
My wish.
To escape the illusions and the pain, I will leave. In truth, it's what I've always wanted. I never wished to be part of the world. Only to observe. But even that was taken from me, BY ME. I'm so pathetic...I cannot even stand my own presence.
So I'm simply done.
I quit.
So, for some time later...
Goodbye. |
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Flavio Twitch Boobs
Super Hario
Joined: 18 Apr 2007
Posts: 14778
HP: 10 MP: 0 Lives: 0
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SEEYA REEEAAAL SOON |
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Master of Puppets...
The Chaos Heart
Joined: 17 Jul 2007
Posts: 4568
HP: 100 MP: 6 Lives: 22
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 8:32 pm
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I never said I was leaving. >.> |
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Ohh, THAT makes sense!
Tyler
Vampire
Joined: 18 Apr 2007
Posts: 11410
HP: 95 MP: 2 Lives: 4
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 9:03 pm
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SEEYA REEEAAAL SOON |
MARRY ME |
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I TROL U
Mantis15
Joined: 30 Apr 2007
Posts: 7743
HP: 100 MP: 3 Lives: 0
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 9:10 pm
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SEEYA REEEAAAL SOON |
Oh god I lol'd hard |
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and I control the decks
carfilledwithfish
Joined: 18 Jun 2007
Posts: 3988
HP: 88 MP: 7 Lives: 0
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 9:54 pm
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| The Chaos Heart wrote: | | I never said I was leaving. >.> |
You said you're done, and you quit, and goodbye.
Pretty easy to assume that means you're leaving, or going to commit suicide. Especially with the whole "soon I will die" part.
Anyway, I recommend Prozac. |
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Lifeless Intellectual
Crappy Shifty Luigi
Dead
Joined: 12 May 2007
Posts: 2619
HP: 0 MP: 4 Lives: 0
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 9:58 pm
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| Dr. Eurhok wrote: | | The Chaos Heart wrote: | | I never said I was leaving. >.> |
You said you're done, and you quit, and goodbye.
Pretty easy to assume that means you're leaving, or going to commit suicide. Especially with the whole "soon I will die" part.
Anyway, I recommend Prozac. |
What is Prozac?  |
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and I control the decks
carfilledwithfish
Joined: 18 Jun 2007
Posts: 3988
HP: 88 MP: 7 Lives: 0
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| Posted: Tue May 05, 2009 10:04 pm
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| Crappy Shifty Luigi wrote: | | Dr. Eurhok wrote: | | The Chaos Heart wrote: | | I never said I was leaving. >.> |
You said you're done, and you quit, and goodbye.
Pretty easy to assume that means you're leaving, or going to commit suicide. Especially with the whole "soon I will die" part.
Anyway, I recommend Prozac. |
What is Prozac? |
Happy-pills. Depending on the person, they either make you less depressed, or just really hyper and bipolar. |
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DAT ASS
Arson
Joined: 31 Dec 2007
Posts: 4095
HP: 89 MP: 0 Lives: 9
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| Posted: Wed May 06, 2009 1:37 pm
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| Hario wrote: |
SEEYA REEEAAAL SOON |
I LOVE YOU |
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