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[Paper Peach]

I don't have a life, I'm going to freaken Germany for the whole dang summer, I have no friends, I'm freaken depressed, I hate myself, I have no friends, I miss my old life, this is the last damn piece of that life, and everyone says it's dead.

I'm having a breakdown......


I'm paranoid that my best friend doesn't really like me 'cause he's absolutely perfect and I'm like a bug on a windshield compared to him.

Nobody cares about me outside of my family.

School's freaken out, I should be happy.

I'm not. I'm about to cry myself to sleep.

I'm going through hell a second time.

I don't know why I'm depresesd, I keep blaming it on shit but it always seems that the real reason is just out of reach.

I'm lost.
Crying wihtout a sound.
No one can hear me.
But I'm drowning.
Drowning in a sea of my own thoughts.
Being consumed by my own mind.
Noone can help me.
And if you say psychaitrist I will through you off the edge of the earth.
Becames I'm a prisoner of my own mind.
And I can't break my own chains.
and all I can think of is
"God, why did you abandon me?
Why did you have to take my life and turn it into this damn mess?"
Why?
Why did you have to take ever thing precious to me away?
Everything I've ever loved?
Everything I've ever treasured?
My life was perfect before all this,
And you shattered it.
You said you'd always be there.
But you're not.
You're not....
Am I so pathetic that I crawl to this place to lie down die?
What the heck am I thinking?
Why can't I rerail my life?
What the heck is happening to me?
I'm seeing myself drift away, but I can't stop myself.
I want to, but I can't.
I can only ignore it a little longer.
Before I crawl up into a little ball and cry.
Get me out of here....
Just get me out.
Please.

[LudwigVonKoopa]

So you're just going to give up? That's it? When your life becomes horrible, you gotta believe that it's gonna be fine. I don't care if I sound corny, it's true. I went through deep shit and I'm okay. You have to find something in your life that you truly enjoy to make it all better.

[lovegod703]

LudwigVonKoopa beat me to it. I went through horrible shit like that, and I turned out ok. If you just give up, you're only going to hate your life more.

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[Super Slim]

At least you don't have enemies.

[Manpersonguything]

Aww..
Your one of my favorite members! And if your best friend doesn't like you, why would he hang out with you! And nobodys perfect. I'm sure your just being too paranoid. And I feel the same way about nobody caring about me outside of my familiy. I don't have a single person that is a friend at all.
Oh, and I couter your song lyrics with more song lyrics. Ah-ha!

Hang on, Oh hang on, Go save your soul now gotta stay strong.
Hangin' on, hangin' on, till the old man bangs the gong.

When I feel depressed, I just loop that part of the song over and over on my DSi. haha.

But seriously, go up on the interwebs and just look at funny pictures for like, hours. That always helps me.

Good luck with everything. Godspeed.

[Lord Vaati]