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[Mona]

...One of my friends died recently, and I miss him very much. My Mom seems to miss him too, as she's been getting sick lately.

Now it seems it's happening to me.

I keep having hallucinations and headaches, and sometimes I get those "out of body" experiences, in which I still am participating in whatever I was doing, but I...just kinda space out and don't know what I'm really doing. I also feel achy, tired, I keep getting headaches, and I get stomach problems. I guess it's kinda aftershock.

When my grandpa died, the same thing happened, except I was 10 at the time. I started making up imaginary friends out of nowhere (take Suppi-Chan for example...I don't even remember what was going on last night...I had more on my mind, yes?), and started thinking my stuffed animals were alive, and my mind got pretty much screwed. This also happens when pets die.

It's easier to hide on the Internet, because I can't just blurt out things, I can always just read it over and delete things. But I still don't feel right.

So, if you notice me acting really odd or being completely out of personality, tell me please. If I know something's wrong, then I'll probably fix it. But if I don't know I'm acting strange, it affects other things.

I also may not be on as much, as I'm still getting over it. I think it's easier to know somebody died when you're younger, because you forget it faster, or don't realize it's full meaning. But as you get older, (most of) our minds mature, and then it seems to be harder to accept things.

I haven't been getting much sleep, and I keep forgetting things that seem easy to remember, sometimes I get amnesia, but only for a few minutes. I can't seem to enjoy food anymore, either. I'm also experiencing most of the symptoms I discussed before. If that weren't enough, I'm having a hard time at school, hiding my feelings about it and stuff.

I'm unsure how long this will last, probably until I accept the facts.

But, I'll manage, yes? But still, as I said before, I won't be on as much, I'll likely be in bed or something. I'll try to keep active when I can, 'K?

Kthnx.

Sorry for this Out of Topic message, but I put it here because most people neglect the other forums, and I wanted to make sure people actually saw it.

So, umm, that's all. =/

...I MUST GET BACK IN CHARACTER...

Cash plx.

[MALAK]

;-; Would a hug make you feel better?

[Popple]

This probably fits in better in General Discussion, but I'd be a jack ass if I moved this.

[Mona]

[Lord Vaati]

[Super Hario]

Whoa.

Sorry for your loss. Try to get your mind better, hell, take a break from Digibutter, or the internet altogether, if you have to. Anything you can to get better.

[MALAK]

[Cherry]

I've moved this to General Discussion, but I kept a shadow topic, so people can still see it in R-P O-T.

[Plastic Mario]

I know how you feel. My grandfather died, boxing day last year. I couldn't really think of anything else for the next while. It's the worst feeling in the world. I hope you get over it soon...

[Mona]

[Super Hario]

[Mona]

[Piccolo the Pixl]

Sorry to hear about that D:

[Super Hario]

[Mona]