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[Steve]

God...That is so sad...I wish the best for you and your family

[Paper Peach]

I'm a christain so We know God is with us. My grandma drifted away from the Lord when both of her husbands(my dad's dad) died. She's back into religon know though.

ANyway, it's not the fast food crap the caused the heart attack. It's genetics and heritage. His dad had a minor heart attack once and it runs in the family.

I think that once I see the body at the funeral it's gonna hit me as hard as running into a wall.... Oh well... I'm more determined than ever to become a pathologist like my dad was I hoped he'd be there to help me with my medical school work, but... I'll be able to so much as hug him again.

[Admiral Bobbery]

Sorry for your loss and that statement you just made touched me.

[Paper Peach]

Yeah. He always liked the smell of my hair for some reason. There's no doubt that I'm gonna give a lock of it to him. He's gonna have pictures of us and everything. He knew so many people. There's gonna be hundreds of people there.

It just seems so unreal. It's like he's on another hunting trip, but this time... He's not coming back...

[Paper Luigi]

That must be the worst feeling in the world. The only person close to me that died was my dog, but I don't think that counts. I hope you get through this ok...

[Mariofan9]

[Light Prognosticus]

That's very bad. I hope you're OK, and I wish you luck overcoming that death.

[Paper Peach]

Yeah, my dad was really, really close to me. All my family is. I'm not the kind of idiotic teenager person that hates their parents. I love them no matter what they do. My dad let me stay up late, he kept me out of trouble, he convinced my mom to lesson my punishments... He was awesome than any other thing I can think of. My family was the giggly type of family. We had so much fun and we laugh so hard. My dad's a good reason for it too. He could make light of any situation. Now it's my job to do that...

I remember the night before he left for Illinois he saw an ice cube on the ground. He picked it up and looked at me. He said "I don't know why I did it, but we I saw you smiling at me I thought, 'It would be really funny to throw this at her.'" He chucked the ice cube at me, I ducked, and it crashed against the wall in a bunch of pieces. Our eyes met and we knew it was war. He rushed to the ice cube machine on our fridge while I picked up the pieces. We started running around the house picking up the ice and throwing it at each other. We laughed so hard until my mom came and told us to stop. She said we'd break something. Then I went up to bed. That was my last beautiful moment with him.

It was so cool, ‘cause we'd have a bunch of fights like that. In the summer we had watermelons and when we got ones with seeds (oh how I loved it when we did), we'd see who can spit the seeds the farthest. Then it turned out to be a fight, and we'd start spitting seeds at each other. Once we had a seedless watermelon so I tossed the rind (the green part) into the pile, but hit my dad instead. You can already see how that turned out. He and I and our whole family ran around our barn, hiding and waiting to strike, picking up the rinds off the ground, picking up another piece of watermelon when we passed by. It was so epic. We were sick of eating so much watermelon, but it was one of the best days ever.

He had the best jokes ever. He'd laugh at my funny moments and he'd listen when I talked about video games 'cause my mom wouldn't listen. She heard "Pokemon, Wah wah, wah wah, wah wah." (ya know, the Charlie Brown's teachers voice). He was so cool. He wasn't afraid to do the stupid things with me. He had the best and funniest stories to tell. We had so many inside jokes within are family. He was a pat-hog-a-list according to my grandma 'cause she couldn't spell pathologist. She said, "Ya know he couldn't have a big head with a mother-in-law like me." He was so proud when he stopped the toilet up on his crap alone XD Sorry, I got to laugh to keep from crying.

Gosh what he didn't do.... He was amazing.

I don't think I realize that he's really gone. It seems like he's on another hunting trip, but this time I know he's not coming back......

My very best friends are traveling up here from tenesee and Georgia, so I'm glad about that. We have almost all of our family and a lot of friends that live here in Illinois. My dad knew everyone here in his hometown (where he died), and my aunt works at UPS, so I know just from that that we're gonna have hundreds of people at the funeral. Most of my dad's direct relatives live here, and the rest live in Ohio, so this is definitely a good place to have his funeral. We didn't expect him to die here, but it saves us a lot of time because when he did die, we were gonna bury him here. No transportation problems and stuff.

The army guy came yesterday to give us the papers to sign. He wasn't gonna retire for another few years so we didn't expect to sign them now. He was supposed to reach a full bird (Colonel). He's still a Lt. Colonel, he got promoted a couple months ago... Things happen so fast and it feels better to type stuff out (I hate writing on paper because my handwritings horrible and it hurts my hand).

My dad taught be a lot about medical stuff, and I hoped he'd help me through medical school, 'cause I was gonna be just like him. He helped correct my papers and book reports and stuff, but he always made sure I was there so he could show me the reasons why a comma would go here and this would be capitalized and so on. He was an amazing writer, he did a lot of presentations for work and stuff. At least I'm better at english because of him...

Sorry I'm writing all of this. I got to find a online journal or something so I can put all this somewhere. I don't want to write it all out on paper

[Tails Doll]

My dad is a prankster with a bright spirit too, and if I ever lost him, I'd probably lose my will to live, if not for my mother. Well, just remember the good qualities about him, it seems you can remember a lot.

[Yellow Magikoopa]

...You just worked a few actual tears out of me, Paper Peach...

[Paper Peach]

heh heh... Yeah..... IMy dad was notorious for stuff like that. Pranks and things. My teachers have let me off of my work, but I'll probably start up again a few days after the funeral. Monday is the one thing (forgot what it's called) where everyone will come to see him. It will be a long night for the fact that there is gonna be ALOT of people. The whole town is likely to come (he grew up here and It's a small town here so everybody knows everyone). My grandparents are huge people in their church, and their church is huge (actually huge is an understatement). They built another building (the old one is going to be the kids center) and they're gonna have to built another because they have so many people.

Anyway everyone loved my dad and there is not a thing that anyone can complain about. Well, except for the fact that he wouldn't go back to get more tests done on his heart. He didn't like going to get his back fixed and the people at the hospital kinda blew the whole heart problems off, but they did want him to come back again. My dad felt embarrassed 'cause they kinda said nothing was wrong, so he never went back. If he did go back, they may have done an x-ray sort of thing (not an x-ray, but something to see the heart work) and I bet they would have found it.

Thanks you guys. I love ya'll so much and it makes me feel alot better to see that you care.. Feels better just to type. Anybody know a good journal type of site. I want to type up a bunch of things.......

[Mona]

The thing that's been creeping me out about this...

...Is that I keep having "visions" about someone's Dad dying, mainly my own. He seems a lot like yours, so perhaps I foreshadowed this whole thing? As of when you posted this, my hallucination things just...stopped.

I swear, I'm like, clairvoyant or something...

[Miku Hatsune]

that, sucks, hey, Imm sorry for you, I think my dad might die from heart problems too.

[Steve]

[Paper Peach]