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Negi-chama Super Tsuki Vampire
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 40464
HP: 100 MP: 0 Lives: 0
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:33 pm
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And if you don't, you should. The things I did yesterday are unforgivable. No matter how much I may say that I am sorry, It would never atone for my hideous acts. My friendship chances with MALAK, let alone anyone, has dropped to an all time low, and to a point where nothing can be repaired or even to a hope of the slightest friendship. When I look at what I said yesterday, I can't recognize any of those words. What I did, is proof that I should not be here, and that everyone should hate me. I think to why I said it, and can't find the reason. And, most of all, I have offended MALAK in the worst way possible and I can never forgive myself for that. I look in the mirror, and I see myself, and I wish all sorts of things to happen to me, to torture me, or kill me in the most painful way. I deserve a fate worse than death, and I beg for a fate worse than death, but it won't come. My life on this world is nothing but another virus roaming the internet just waiting for something to mess up. Delete. Delete. No matter how much I wish, my existence just won't go away. I'm still here, and for that I hate myself even more. Delete. If I could only delete my existence, and everything I have done because of it, I would truly be happy. If there was a delete option in life, I would delete myself. But these things are but a fantasy to me. For me to have never been, that is my wish. Again, I say I am sorry to MALAK, and anyone I may have offended. |
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i am the sandwich Vid Inferno Vampire
Joined: 02 Sep 2007 Posts: 6863
HP: 73 MP: 0 Lives: 7
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:38 pm
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I don't care if I should hate you or if anybody else hates you. I didn't see it, and no matter what you did, you are still ok. You are still the same person. I can't explain it in a way that makes sense much, but I just don't hate you. I really can't think of anything else to say. |
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High Priestess Paula Count_Bleck
Joined: 27 Apr 2007 Posts: 29980
HP: 30 MP: 2 Lives: 9
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:41 pm
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Well, I don't hate you. And even though you say I should, I still don't. I never hate any body I don't really know. How ever, I think you need to ignore him when he calls you a boy. Of course if you can't I understand, it may be kind of annoying, which is why you did what you did yesterday. |
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Para
Joined: 19 Jun 2007 Posts: 7631
HP: 99 MP: 6 Lives: 1
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:41 pm
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What'd I miss? And I want a witness answer, not a Fireice answer filled with emo stuff. |
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Negi-chama Super Tsuki Vampire
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 40464
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:42 pm
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How can you not hate me? I did unforgivable things. |
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Negi-chama Super Tsuki Vampire
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 40464
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:43 pm
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Dark Paratroopa wrote: | What'd I miss? And I want a witness answer, not a Fireice answer filled with emo stuff. |
Ask MALAK or Petey. they can accurately tell you about my unforgivable acts. |
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Oh fuck. Flar3 Luigi Vampire
Joined: 18 Oct 2007 Posts: 18735
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:43 pm
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Fireice wrote: | And if you don't, you should. The things I did yesterday are unforgivable. No matter how much I may say that I am sorry, It would never atone for my hideous acts. My friendship chances with MALAK, let alone anyone, has dropped to an all time low, and to a point where nothing can be repaired or even to a hope of the slightest friendship. When I look at what I said yesterday, I can't recognize any of those words. What I did, is proof that I should not be here, and that everyone should hate me. I think to why I said it, and can't find the reason. And, most of all, I have offended MALAK in the worst way possible and I can never forgive myself for that. I look in the mirror, and I see myself, and I wish all sorts of things to happen to me, to torture me, or kill me in the most painful way. I deserve a fate worse than death, and I beg for a fate worse than death, but it won't come. My life on this world is nothing but another virus roaming the internet just waiting for something to mess up. Delete. Delete. No matter how much I wish, my existence just won't go away. I'm still here, and for that I hate myself even more. Delete. If I could only delete my existence, and everything I have done because of it, I would truly be happy. If there was a delete option in life, I would delete myself. But these things are but a fantasy to me. For me to have never been, that is my wish. Again, I say I am sorry to MALAK, and anyone I may have offended. | ] Aww...somebody needs a hug. D: *hug* I wouldn't hate you. Tsuki, suicide ain't the answer! Just forgive yourself. |
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High Priestess Paula Count_Bleck
Joined: 27 Apr 2007 Posts: 29980
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:46 pm
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I'm not sure how cussing and telling someone to go to hell is unforgivable. |
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Negi-chama Super Tsuki Vampire
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 40464
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:46 pm
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Maya Fey wrote: | I'm not sure how cussing and telling someone to go to hell is unforgivable. |
You are too forgiving. Thank you. |
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lolz Shrowser
Joined: 16 Jul 2007 Posts: 8814
HP: 100 MP: 4 Lives: 0
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:46 pm
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Admit that you're male and maybe I'd like you. |
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Negi-chama Super Tsuki Vampire
Joined: 31 Jul 2007 Posts: 40464
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:47 pm
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Creepy Mario wrote: | Admit that you're male and maybe I'd like you. |
I admit that I'm female I only say that because that is the truth. |
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i am the sandwich Vid Inferno Vampire
Joined: 02 Sep 2007 Posts: 6863
HP: 73 MP: 0 Lives: 7
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:48 pm
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Fireice wrote: | Dark Paratroopa wrote: | What'd I miss? And I want a witness answer, not a Fireice answer filled with emo stuff. |
Ask MALAK or Petey. they can accurately tell you about my unforgivable acts. | I've forgiven many, many bad things to even people I dislike. I'll ask, but nothing, especially me, is unforgivable.
Fireice wrote: | Maya Fey wrote: | I'm not sure how cussing and telling someone to go to hell is unforgivable. |
You are too forgiving. Thank you. |
That's it?!? I'd almost laugh that off if someone I dislike said that to me. As long as I don't get hurt physically. |
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Flavio Twitch Boobs Super Hario
Joined: 18 Apr 2007 Posts: 14778
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:51 pm
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I don't hate you, and suicide is never the answer. You need to stop thinking that people hate you. At the most only MALAK hates you, but that's it. MALAK was kind of an asshole anyway, so don't kill yourself over him, or how you acted, or anything you or he has done. |
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PEPSIMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAN! Cherry Vampire
Joined: 30 Apr 2007 Posts: 22614
HP: 65 MP: 6 Lives: 0
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:53 pm
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Fireice wrote: | DON'T CALL ME A PRICK! God! Why the *crag* did I like you? I have made my mind up. I HATE YOU! Some guys would DIE to be chased by a girl, and here you are sitting on your ass sticking it in my face with coments like 'U BOI' and 'SHUDDAP U PRICK' Well guess what? IM NOT TAKING IT ANYMORE! You, are herby announced as the WORST, MOST DISPECIBLE, GAY BASTARD THAT HAS EVER ROAMED THE INTERNET, LET ALONE THE PLANET! |
Directed at MALAK. I think that quote explains it pretty well.
Look, Fireice... while I don't approve of the way you act sometimes, I can't hate you. I've done things just as bad before, and I hate being hypocritical. On top of that, what you have said is the worst in your own mind.
If you don't think you can bring yourself to forgive yourself for what you've done, take a page from my book. Look from a different perspective.
If someone else said something like that, would you never forgive them? Would you hate them for all eternity? I wouldn't. Self-hatred is a very dangerous game, and if you play it, you're not going to like the end prize. |
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ERECTIN' A DICK Miku Hatsune Vampire
Joined: 05 Jun 2007 Posts: 13497
HP: 5 MP: 4 Lives: 0
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Posted: Fri Dec 21, 2007 5:57 pm
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Say your a boy and actually be that Sammer Guy we love. |
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