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Plastic Mario
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PostPosted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:55 pm   Reply with quote

Usually, I'm pretty tolerant about anything. I almost never get upset or angry... But lately, something's changed. Sometimes, if anything irritates me at ALL, I put on a decent face, but my mind is screaming "F*** YOU! NOBODY NEEDS YOU! GO DIE!"

Then I nod, fix the little problem and smile like nothing ever happened.

My braaaiiin feel like it's getting a lot more aggressive, and sometimes in the middle of class, I feel like getting up and punching somebody in the face, even if they're doing something as insignificant as talking a bit louder than everybody else. It's like... Mood swings times 9001.

I haven't done anything physically to show these random bursts of aggression, but it's getting kinda hard to control them lately. I've gone through a mood swing or 2 before, but this is a lot worse.

...Even on Digibutter, a newbie joined who had less-than-decent grammar, and I found myself typing something that horribly violated my "No high-end cursing" mindset. If it weren't for the backspace key, I'd probably be demodded or something already from that one post that didn't happen.

...And when something unexplicable happens, post it in General Discussion. Discuss... Or something.
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Fiberglass World    
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PostPosted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:57 pm   Reply with quote

Plastic Mario wrote:
Usually, I'm pretty tolerant about anything. I almost never get upset or angry... But lately, something's changed. Sometimes, if anything irritates me at ALL, I put on a decent face, but my mind is screaming "F*** YOU! NOBODY NEEDS YOU! GO DIE!"

Then I nod, fix the little problem and smile like nothing ever happened.

My braaaiiin feel like it's getting a lot more aggressive, and sometimes in the middle of class, I feel like getting up and punching somebody in the face, even if they're doing something as insignificant as talking a bit louder than everybody else. It's like... Mood swings times 9001.

I haven't done anything physically to show these random bursts of aggression, but it's getting kinda hard to control them lately. I've gone through a mood swing or 2 before, but this is a lot worse.

...Even on Digibutter, a newbie joined who had less-than-decent grammar, and I found myself typing something that horribly violated my "No high-end cursing" mindset. If it weren't for the backspace key, I'd probably be demodded or something already from that one post that didn't happen.

...And when something unexplicable happens, post it in General Discussion. Discuss... Or something.

IT'S CALLED PUBERTY, STUPID!!!
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Frozenwinters



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PostPosted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:58 pm   Reply with quote

lol LB. <3

Maybe you should find a girl friend.
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The Carmadox Party    
Yellow Magikoopa
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PostPosted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:59 pm   Reply with quote

Basically what His Awesomeness said. It's most likely the hormones in your body that are messing with your brain.
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PostPosted: Thu Jan 24, 2008 11:59 pm   Reply with quote

I think it's just stress. Do you have any big tests or anythign coming up?
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:00 am   Reply with quote

Or you could have a personality disorder... Especially if it feels as though this is out of control, and there is no fuel that you're aware of to feed such impulses. There IS a source, isn't there? Somewhere, anywhere? Perhaps your supressed negative thoughts have built up into a storm that's threatening to break upon someone, even now... I think you should try to expel that storm, for your sake and for others'. But it's up to you, and as I'm no psychiatrist, I can't really give you a quality recommendation. Good luck, though...
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Plastic Mario
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:01 am   Reply with quote

Lord Bowser wrote:
IT'S CALLED PUBERTY, STUPID!!!


Unless it gets thousands times worse over a few days, I don't think so.

Frozenwinters wrote:
Maybe you should find a girl friend.

I've tried.

Lord Bob wrote:
I think it's just stress. Do you have any big tests or anythign coming up?

Nothing's stressed me out for the last few weeks. Even with exams next week, I've seen them. I could get at least 90% on all of them, easy. And the fact that I've never been worried about a test before.
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Fiberglass World    
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:05 am   Reply with quote

Plastic Mario wrote:
Lord Bowser wrote:
IT'S CALLED PUBERTY, STUPID!!!


Unless it gets thousands times worse over a few days, I don't think so.

Frozenwinters wrote:
Maybe you should find a girl friend.

I've tried.

Lord Bob wrote:
I think it's just stress. Do you have any big tests or anythign coming up?

Nothing's stressed me out for the last few weeks. Even with exams next week, I've seen them. I could get at least 90% on all of them, easy. And the fact that I've never been worried about a test before.

IDIOT!!! IT'S JUST NORMAL ANGER HORMONES BEING CREATED EXCESSIVELY IN YOUR STUPID DUMB MIND!!! DON'T YOU DARE THINK THAT YOU CAN CONTROL THIS, 'CAUSE YOU CAN'T AND WE'LL ALL GO THROUGH IT SOMEDAY!!!

...Stupid, worthless teenagers!
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:06 am   Reply with quote

Sometimes when I get Pissed, I find somthing thats broken, take a hammer and go to town.
Playing games work good too. Hope things work out for you all right. I Have been kinda the same, Just not too drastic.
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:08 am   Reply with quote

I've been wanting to smash my face against the wall while yelling those exact words recently.

WE CAN BE PUBERTY BUDDIES! :D

Wait, that sounded wrong...
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A Bucket of Stuff    
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:10 am   Reply with quote

Yeah, it could be just hormones. I'm normally calm, but one time I threw a stool into a wall...
Explanation? Most likely hormones. You should direct your energy elsewhere...maybe get some regular exercise, or a sexual companion.
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:10 am   Reply with quote

ShadowArticuno wrote:
I've been wanting to smash my face against the wall while yelling those exact words recently.

WE CAN BE PUBERTY BUDDIES! :D

Wait, that sounded wrong...
It sounded right in my mind. :)
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Plastic Mario
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:15 am   Reply with quote

ShadowArticuno wrote:
I've been wanting to smash my face against the wall while yelling those exact words recently.

WE CAN BE PUBERTY BUDDIES! :D

Wait, that sounded wrong...
Thanks... I guess...

Dark Paratroopa wrote:
Yeah, it could be just hormones. I'm normally calm, but one time I threw a stool into a wall...
Explanation? Most likely hormones. You should direct your energy elsewhere...maybe get some regular exercise, or a sexual companion.

Exercise = no. You're talking to somebody who got less than 10% in P.E. last year. As for a companion... =/

And one more thing... I understated lotsa stuff in the first post. Not just punching someone in the face, but actually pulling out something and killing them. Even with my own parents, I felt the need to inflict some bodily harm.

Basically... Nearly anything drives me murderously insane. I've felt the stuff that's come from puberty before, and it's nothing NEAR what's going on now.
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Fiberglass World    
Strawberry-san
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:17 am   Reply with quote

Did you see mah post, Plastic? o.o

Find a way to calm the mental storm that you've allowed to gather, if possible!
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Flavio
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PostPosted: Fri Jan 25, 2008 12:18 am   Reply with quote

Whoa, calm down Hulk!

Sorry, Flavio's always wanted to say that. D:

Anyways, Flavio can't help you much. Well, Flavio COULD help you, but Flavio doesn't really feel like it.
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